One of the comments I received on my "I Statement" post had to do with the feelings involved when you are actually confronted with someone else's I statement about your own behavior. This brings me to another helpful exercise that I have used with clients throughout the years, but more importantly, one I use on myself.

In the early years of my marriage, I often got my feelings hurt by exchanges with my husband or other family members and would sometimes take several days before I was ready or willing to move on. The pain of rejection or of just being “wrong” was more than I could bear emotionally. I would get an extremely uncomfortable “knot in my stomach” at these times that kept me from functioning at a very high level.

What I have learned over time, however, is that often there are deeper feelings underlying my present thoughts, feelings, or reactions. It is important to start to recognize those other issues and find a way to confront them.

A word of warning: This exercise has the power to pull up very strong memories or images from your past. If what you bring up is more than you expected, or you are aware of abuse or trauma in your background, you need to consider doing some work with a therapist to help you walk through the issues that have perhaps been ignored from your past. More often, however, the particular image that you are able to evoke comes from a time in your early childhood when you experienced a similar feeling or fear and might seem minor to you as an adult.

Body Talk

The theory behind this exercise is that you developed a coping skill in your past that was necessary to your survival or your understanding of the world, usually at a very young age. As an adult, however, that same coping skill is now the culprit, leading you to act in ways that aren’t using your full maturity and potential. Paying attention to the body message helps you begin to regain that control and act differently. I’ll describe the exercise and then give you an example of my own to illustrate its use.
I am not sure where credit belongs for this exercise. I learned it from a fellow therapist and have expanded it on my own.

1. Contact

Put an open palm on that part of your body where you are feeling something. Concentrate on the feeling. See how it “looks” as in what color, size, shape; does it move around, or stay in one place? Size of a grape? Or a football field? Make any sounds? Use your imagination. The better you describe the feeling, the more successful the exercise can be. Be sure you can feel the warmth of your palm on that body part, using the gentleness you would with a newborn infant.

2. Thank You

Say out loud to your gut – even if it feels stupid: “Thank you for sending me a message that I have something to pay attention to!”

The guiding principles are twofold:

• All my feelings are my friends/on my team. They are acting in my best interest in sending me this feeling. (I suspect you usually try to make this gut feeling go away, right?)


• Feelings are messengers, not the message. Greet them as you would any messenger: with warmth and curiosity.

3. Invitation

Say this: “I am willing to understand and change the pattern in me which is leading to this feeling.” (Are you willing?) Then invite your subconscious mind, inner child, or God (depending on what your belief system is about these things) to send you a hint, picture or memory about what is behind the messenger.

A response can take five seconds, or it can take five months, of repeated invitations. Don’t reject anything that comes. Lots of times clients will have a picture of themselves as child, and say, “Oh, I was sure that wasn’t what you meant...” Take whatever comes to you.

When you get a response, follow it until you can complete the following:

• Can you see that you were doing the best, given the circumstances? Think this one through. What could you have possibly done at that time to change things? If a child, would you have been able to take control of the adults in the picture? If a teen, how much real power did you have to change your world?


• Do you have other better ways of responding now? Name them. Be creative again. There are lots of things one can do differently as an adult than they could have as a child or younger person.


• Would it be all right to give up that old way of responding?

4. Affirmation

Say: “This is an old feeling that belongs to back then. I can let it go!” The theory is that your gut is reacting as it learned as a younger person, not as you today would actually act, given all your resources. Your body’s natural healing response that helped you survive as a younger person is now automatically reacting to situations where you don’t really need to feel it in your gut.

Say: “This is his/her feeling, not mine. I can let it be!” To be used when your reactions are really you feeling something someone else should be feeling and taking care of!

5. Thanks Again

Say: "Thank you again for sending me a message. I am going to do whatever is necessary so that you won’t have to work so hard on my behalf.” This is you, making a promise to your gut.

From here out, you should begin to notice every time your stomach takes over for you and try to find those different ways of responding, rather than the old reaction. Then you begin to keep shorter accounts. If I feel my gut go off, for example, I know that there is something I need to take care of, and I immediately do so. Example: When your gut goes off, first you put your hand on your stomach and send yourself the thanks again message; then maybe you need to go and talk to someone or write a letter or just wait and see if you can let go of the anger, frustration, or whatever feeling it is.

If you don’t get a picture in exercise above, then begin to notice every time your gut goes off and ask again for the picture, until you have one. Or, you will find that just paying attention makes change start to happen.

The great debate

Body Talk has done significant things both for myself and for clients I have worked with. Here’s an example from my own past.

My son was competing for a state title in debate when he was in high school. I attended the final competition and was sitting in a chair with such a knot in my stomach I could not see how I could stay in the room and watch. Instead, I went through the above exercise.

I received an immediate response to my request. I saw a picture of myself at five or six years old, sitting on my father’s lap, looking out a window and waiting for my mother to return. She had gone to watch a fire in town - a hobby she would probably be arrested for today if she were found attending fires just for the excitement! But this particular time, I knew that my mother had gone to see a very large fire and my stomach was in knots. As I ran through this exercise in my head and thanked my gut for giving me a message to attend to, I was able to realize that the anxiety of the moment had its roots in the past. I made the statement in this instance that “This is an old feeling that belongs back there; I can let it go.” The statement, “This is his feeling, not mine; I can let it be,” also applied. I was able to release the anxiety and fully enjoy the challenge my son had undertaken. By the way, he came in second, but should have been first in state! [Aw, thanks Mom. – Ed.]

Even if you only begin to do the first part of this exercise – the part about noticing and thanking your body for reminding you to pay attention – I hope you will begin to see changes in yourself and how you act in relationships.

Terry McNichols is a Marriage and Family Therapist who also blogs at Grace and Gravity and Are We There Yet?